Sara
Douglass not my birth name - I'm actually Sara Warneke,
but if I'd been a boy I would have been called Douglass
... so when my first publisher HarperCollins Australia
insisted I choose a different surname to get me off the
lowest shelves in bookshops, I went with 'Douglass' with
the double 'ss' to feminize it.
I
was born in 1957 in Penola, a small town in the south-east
of South Australia. My parents, two older sisters and
older brother lived on a farm called Gundealga (look out
for the name in the Axis books) where Dad and Mum farmed
sheep and a lot of hope. I loved the farm, and hated leaving
it to go to school and, eventually, to move to the capital
city of South Australia, Adelaide, when I was about seven.
We moved to Fisher Street in Malvern, a southern suburb,
living in an old and gently decaying bluestone Victorian
house (which I still dream of regularly ... it was the
house where I did most of my growing up). I was packed
off to school, Methodist Ladies College, which was gentle,
gentile and caring, and totally oblivious to the social
revolutions of the 'sixties.
I
loved school, adored it (probably because it was a wonderful
escape from family life). I had a terrific group of friends
there as well - hello to Robyn, Trish, Ingrid and Cathy.
I had a mad, insane crush on Cat Stevens. I developed
a mad, insane passion for horse riding. And I did a little
writing - not much, but a little ... coming second in
a national essay competition on the life of horses in
the circus, the rodeo and racing (I am convinced I would
have won if my essay had been more politically sound).
And eventually I finished school, and passed into the
great wide open world.
My
father Bob, and my stepmum Joan, had been gently insisting
for many years that I take up the female family tradition
of nursing. Oh God, I loathed it. I loathed it, and yet
it took me 17 years to escape. I loathed the stress, the
anxious watching of patients in bed lest they do something
silly like burst an aneurysm or have a cardiac arrest,
the hours. I finished my training when I was 20, and took
off with a friend to Europe for about 6 months. This trip
was another of the great milestones of my life. Never
had I felt so free - free from family expectations, free
to be myself. It was brilliant, liberating, eye-opening.
When I came home I managed to find a position as a Registered
Nurse ('Sister' here in Australia); I was Sister Sara
for many, many years in a small, bizarre private hospital
on East Terrace in Adelaide. While I was there I started
a Bachelor of Arts at the University of Adelaide.
This
BA changed my life (again!). I was amazed that people
actually took my thoughts seriously, and I adored the
study. To cut a long story short I completed the BA, and
then did a PhD in early modern (16th century) English
history. I loved and still love the University of Adelaide,
not only for the people, but for its remarkable library
- the Barr-Smith library. Many of my manuscripts reside
there in their special collection, if you ever want to
see them (and if they'll let you). The staff club of the
university remains, I swear, my spiritual home. All this
time I was still working the odd weekend as a nurse to
supplement my scholarships and grants, but in 1992, a
year after I'd completed my PhD, I finally abandoned nursing
and took a position as lecturer in medieval history in
La
Trobe University, Bendigo,
which is in central Victoria, Australia.
I'd
jumped from the frying pan into the fire. This job was
the most stressful I have ever held. The interdepartmental
politics, the teaching, the emphasis on research even
though you never had enough time or the facilities to
do it. And the house I lived in ...
awful. So in an effort to find a way out of that job I
began writing again, seriously (very seriously, this was
the only thing I could think of to save me), wrote several
really awful novels, a couple of not bad ones, and then
one day, sat down to begin BattleAxe. I knew by
the time I was about 100 pages in that this was the novel
that was going to do it for me, if any novel was. So when
I was done I wrapped it up in brown paper, picked out
a literary agent's name from the Yellow Pages (Australian
Literary Management), and dropped it off into the nearby
postbox. Instantly I knew I had made a terrible mistake.
This novel was laughable! No one would ever take it up!
And the agency took 6 months of umming and ahhing before
they decided to accept me. Within 6 weeks HarperCollins
had picked me up ... and Sara Douglass was born and the
land of Tencendor took off into the stratosphere.
Since
then, as of early 2005, I have written 15 novels. I have
moved from Bendigo in Victoria to the house of Nonsuch
in Cornelian Bay in Tasmania. I have discovered a passion
or gardening, and seem to collect a few too many cats.
Occasionally I write, often I haunt ebay, many days you
can find me in some online forum or another, but mostly
I am engaged in some fruitless endeavour to stop Nonsuch
crumbling away completely into the water. What can I say?
It keeps me happy.